The Upside Down
Stephen Fearing – 1996 © Mummy Dust / Fearing and Loathing Music
I just don’t get it, I don’t understand
All those whip-smart minds got their heads in the sand
In the urban enclaves and in the towers downtown
See the drawbridges raised and the blinds pulled down
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But you can’t run, you can’t hide from the clowns
The circus performs in every town
You can’t run, and there’s no safe and sound
The outside breaks in and the upside down, the upside down
And all those lip-service merchants, the leaders we chose
See them toeing the line, see them thumbing the nose
Behind picket-fence teeth there’s a tongue-in-cheek greed
And when they bite themselves bloody, it’s you and me bleed
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And in the rush hour underground
Station after station, breathless headlines feed the kingdom of the open mouthed
Write the book each day
History has got nothing on the times in which we find ourselves
You might as well resign yourself
Some people are born with spit in their eye
Malevolent hearts and hard-luck lives
And you try for compassion, you try to be kind
Three hundred and sixty five days at a time
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Anything You Want
Stephen Fearing/ Tom Wilson 1996 © Mummy Dust/Fearing and Loathing Music/ Thomas Cunningham Wilson Music/Sony ATV.
I’ll pound another nail in your coffin
If you smoke me up before you send me home
Wake me at the crack-of-noon
If I get out now, it wouldn’t be too soon
And I’ve cut my prices at the knees
Anything you want you can get it from me
Labour, I got both hands in my pockets
Sex, I’m making out on the world wide web
Flyin’ solo’s such a drag
In a king-size bed or a sleeping bag
But it’s all good stuff everything you see
Anything you want you can get it from me
And I cut my prices at the knees
Anything you want you can get it from me
Oh work me up another cup of coffee
Shelter me a lot more than a minimum wage
Truth I wrote it all before
Tacked the list on my back door
Between the fine print and the guarantee
Anything you want you can get it from me
And it’s all good stuff everything you see
Anything you want you can get it from me
Industrial Lullaby
Stephen Fearing/ Tom Wilson 1996 © Mummy Dust/Fearing and Loathing Music/ Thomas Cunningham Wilson Music/Sony ATV.
I’ve got a thin black raven in my side
Beating wings against my spine
And I can hear this life in the early dawn
Feel the gears of the rising sun
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All the buildings hang their smoke upon the sky
My industrial lullaby
East side Hastings and downtown Main
A ten-buck room from the west coast rain
Daredevil nerves and gasoline
See the little wolves in denim jeans
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And the road back home is rough and long
I left my family, I was much too young
There was a job and there was a girl
And a steel mill big as the whole wide world
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Home
Stephen Fearing 1996 © Mummy Dust / Fearing and Loathing Music
Tumbling in a tin can through the west-bound lanes of rush hour
Under dark December skies
The sunsets cold and rosy, painting fire on the highway
That reflects up in my eyes
Six strings strung on my guitar
Six lanes on this road
I always get this feeling going home
Remember down in Austin? There were flowers in November
And a pearl-handled Texas moon
We drove up to the mysteries in Dallas
And a cockroach motel room
Bullet holes in highway signs
Ghosts upon the road
I always get this feeling going home
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Back home, where my life unwinds, where I find the time to feel
Home, turn the headlights off, close my eyes and let go of the wheel
Eighteen hours and fifteen minutes, glued behind the engine
I am flying on the ground
Captured in my rear-view, history plays on the horizon
Like a film without the sound
Days are stained with traveling
Started long ago
I always get this feeling going home
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Home, where the road slips by the moon above the fields
Home, turn the headlights off, close my eyes and let go of the wheel
Coryanna
Stephen Fearing/ Willie P. Bennett 1996 © Mummy Dust / Fearing and Loathing Music/ Willie P. Bennett Publishing
So we struggle and we stall and we burn like pure alcohol
We curse aloud from forgotten childhood places
But my intentions were never so clear, my faith so strong and so near
My chance to draw the heart out of the aces
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Coryanne, Coryanna look at all the planets up above
Can you imagine all the longing and the hearts that beat for love?
People will say what they will, some people can’t keep advice to themselves
Tough love dispensed from travel-worn suitcase
But tell me how could I refuse this rose too magnificent to lose
I shed my thorns when I choose the open spaces
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I knew the path I would choose, I could just see myself stepping out with you
We made this bed and now we lie in its good graces
And though we struggle and we stall, relearn the heart’s hard protocol
I turn to you with all my changing faces
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Blind Indifference
Stephen Fearing 1997 © Mummy Dust/ Fearing and Loathing Music
These train tracks run parallel and never shall they meet
And you and I are two sides of the same suburban street
We share the same religion and we hum the same old songs
And we learn to keep our distance and we never get along
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Oh mercy, shine your love on me
Take this blind indifference and make me see
All the good around me, all the friends that keep me clean
Human beings were never born to be so mean
The cost of happiness is rising like the stink of gasoline
Blowing down the highway from the trucks and the limousines
In the streets the tempers and the V8 pistons fly
Curses flung like bottles at the endless passerby
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I’ve been thinking about my father, thinking about his son
Caught between what could have been and the things that we should have done
Sometimes I think the only thing that keeps you from someone
Is the pride you never lost and the respect that you never won
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Dog On A Chain
Stephen Fearing © Mummy Dust/ Fearing and Loathing Music
My poor secret shadow
How long have you walked
Obscured in the dark of my shade?
You were born right behind me
Like a dog on a chain
Watching all the mistakes I have made
And when one tired candle
Makes a cavern of my room
And the ashtray spills over on the page
You flicker above me
Like a swollen balloon
In the wrought-iron fiction of your cage
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It’s a long time ‘til morning
Re-confines you
In the bright, golden fetters of the day
When you will walk on behind me
Like a dog on a chain
Watching all the mistakes I have made
My poor secret shadow
You are older than me
You are old as the debts I haven’t paid
Yet you follow me blindly
Like a dog on a chain
After all the mistakes I have made
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You will walk on behind me
Like a dog on a chain
After all the mistakes I have made
Man O’ War
Stephen Fearing – 1996 © Mummy Dust / Fearing and Loathing Music
The war was nearly over when the general came
To tour the wounded soldiers in their beds
And he walked among the suffering and the amputees
Like he was an angel
Most of us were innocent until we heard his name
Too young for pints and Whisky in The Jar
But we were soaked in the tradition of the open flame
We were just sparks in the darkness of the man o’ war
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The man o’ war painting ancient battles
See the farmers in the trenches where the cowherds are the cattle
Every generation wipes the blood off of the saddle
For the man o’ war.
How many thousand years since the start of time
Has the general led his people by the nose?
Corporate inspiration and a bloody mind
That’s how this game goes
And he took me from the playground showing me photographs
Corpses stacked like cordwood on a floor
He said “your father and his father and on down the line
You are all indispensable to the man o’ war”
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Oh the cheap broken china of civilians
And the anguish of a father breaking down
The long line of people and possessions
Searching for a child amongst the crowd
And the eyes just dry out if you don’t close them
And the heart becomes immune to the sounds
I lost my religion to a rifle
But I’ll talk to any deity now
The war was nearly over when the general came
To tour the wounded soldiers in their beds
And he walked among the suffering and the amputees
Like he was an angel
Some kind of angel
So Many Miles Away
Stephen Fearing 1996 © Mummy Dust/ Fearing and Loathing Music
I’m always chasing after my restless, hungry mind
The bar fills up with strangers armed with drinks to put the long day’s work behind them
And my solitary shell is something I thought I might grow out of with age
Ah this loneliness is getting old and I’m so many miles away
This morning broke on the sunny side in the dark, iron hollow of the dawn
I wandered down for coffee through a haze of smoke and last-night’s song
And picking up your letter, I read between the lines that lovers say
“Distance is precarious for me…” so many miles away
There was something in a dream I left behind
A portent or a sign
A road I could have taken
Introspection can be a crutch
Sometimes I think too much
Cerebral isolation
Tractors blocked the traffic as I drove through all the mid-day farming towns
Sunlight splintered of the cars and cut the threads of winter from the ground
And stopping on a high-street, I phoned you from the back of a café
Just to listen to you breathing, so many miles away.
All The King’s Horses
Stephen Fearing – 1996 © Mummy Dust / Fearing and Loathing Music
Don’t lecture me, don’t hit me with that stick
I know how easily the little lies run off your lip
I know that jerking knee, I know the bully-legged kick
It don’t take genius to see people driven by the whip
And as we run downhill I think that we must love disaster
Because there’s so much bad will, unhappy ever after
And it makes me look between the crying and the laughter
Me and my kindhearted eyes
This country’s gone to hell and we just vote reactionary
Too many times to the well and all the mines are full of dead canaries
Everybody’s pain, every voice is hoarse and dull
As the reptile brain uncoils inside the skull
Watch it roll downhill, Ah there’s nothing like a good disaster
There’s so much bad will, unhappy ever after
But I have to look between the crying and the laughter
Me and my kindhearted eyes
Oh give me whiskey, give me water, give me something good to say
Hope that fills the morning like a songbird in an alleyway
Give me something more than counted chickens on the Sabbath day
Jesus has left the building carrying faith away
Tear the heroes down, pull the posters off the wall
Yesterday’s underground in a delete bin at the mall
It got so desperate, all the kings horses and his men
Forgot their history, they stuck the egg back on the wall again
And it rolled downhill, oh people love disaster
‘Cause there’s so much bad will, unhappy ever after
But I have to look between the crying and the laughter
Me and my kindhearted eyes
Me and my kindhearted eyes
Me and my kindhearted eyes
When The World Was A Well
Stephen Fearing 1995 © Mummy Dust / Fearing and Loathing Music
Cast your nets on the water and your gaze on the sky
If it all crumbles tomorrow, take strength from what you try
Fear is our companion all the days going by
And not the fear of the unknown but of all the little bones inside
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Long ago I remember when the world was a well
And we reached for the oyster and the pearl and the shell
But we got lost in reflections and went over our heads
Lost the thrill of affection and the reasons we wed
f the heart is an arrow then life must be the bow
So let it fly like one of God’s sparrows over all you think you know
And if love is the anvil that you forge your days upon
When that world comes to a standstill, pick up your bow and move along
Chorus
Cast your nets on the water and your gaze on the sky
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